Tuesday, March 08, 2005
Believe In Yourself
Believe in yourself.Have faith in your abilities.
Without a humble but reasonable confidence in your own powers, you cannot be successul or happy. But with a sound confidence you can succeed.
A sense of inferiority and inadequacy interferes with one attaintment of your
hopes but self confidence leads to self realization & successful achievement.
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by disheartenedsoul @ 9:14 PM
Saturday, March 05, 2005
cut
the blade had wounded
my wrists again
the pain slowly creeps unto
my spine
as the blood gushed out
i feel a different freedom
euphoric laughter
deafening silence
prophetic visions
of tommorow
now at lost in the haze of yesterday
as my mind wallows into the
abyss of thoughts.
i feel the pain yet i feel the joy.
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by disheartenedsoul @ 11:05 AM
Thursday, December 16, 2004
fly
the stars in the sky
just fade away
the sun high above
doesnt shine the way it used to shine
the moon that lights my path
bade its goodbye
as you drift away
away from my sight
all of those youve been
away i come to miss you more today
all i have is hopeless prayer
and a wish that you atre here
to see me cry tonight
ill see you in my dreams
longing for that touch
that takes away my fears
wake in my slumber
just to see your not there
as i begin
wallow in tears
all of those youve been
away i come to miss you more today
all i have is hopeless prayer
and a wish that you atre here
to see me cry tonight
just one peek
just one touch
thats all that im askin
just a glimpse
thats all im wishing
just a glimpse.............
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by disheartenedsoul @ 11:01 PM
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
tonight, today
tonight, i will write my saddest line
cause my world
isnt fine
tonight i rant about something blunt
thought that would be enough
my mind floats into the unknown
in my face you will see a frown
bow my head
may face be hid
chant about the rotten corpse
feel my heart full of remorse
tonight i close my eyes
wander of in a world
without sighs
today i can maybe i can write my sweetest line
hope someone can make my heart feel fine
today i will write about my life
in a world full of strife
today had come
and the night had gone
to the abyss i shall wait
and try to live without hate
cause today is tonight
call my soul despite
the fact that i fall
and crawl
into someone that i am
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by disheartenedsoul @ 3:35 AM
bahay kubo
bahay kubo kahit munti
ang silid duon ay sari sari
kasilyas, kusina, kwarto at
sala
at saka meron pang guest room pang bisita
narra ang haligi ang bubong ay dayami
at ang pader namin ay gawa sa sawali
pako at alambre panggawa samapayan
pinto na walang lock
hagadan na walang baitang
ang gumawa nito ay dalwang tanga
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by disheartenedsoul @ 3:30 AM
Sunday, August 15, 2004
dying dragonfly
just as she sat there
on the grass
face turned up to the sky
forgetting herself as the rain
began to fall,began to fall
she would smile at me
sometimes and it feels like that
ive been moshing for hours
heart beat skipping me
breathing keeping inside a
dying dragonfly
save me from singing songs
about you
save me from thousands of worlds
built around you
if there where more hours today
id stay with you
save me from singing songs
about you
save me from thousands of worlds
built around you
ill try again to stop this madness
she would stay by my window
at night
staring at a distant fire
i would slip through the day
hiding my face
like a dying dragonfly
save me from singing songs
about you
save me from thousands of worlds
built around you
if there where more hours today
id stay with you
save me from singing songs
about you
save me from thousands of worlds
built around you
ill try again to stop this madness
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by disheartenedsoul @ 8:04 PM
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
destroyed utopia
im sick and tired of
hearing people cry
sick and tired of seeing
children die
being killed with one blow
from the guns of our foe
as the blood drench the
soil that we toiled
and i ask you this
do you want to live in
a place like this
full of grief
do you want to live in a place
like this full of pain
so many
passive
they dont do nothing
inactive
we walk down the street
seeing people beg
askin for something that aint
too big
promises made always unmet
as we continue to wept
time to stand up
mend our land
destroyed utopia
destroyed utopia
lets fix our land
help each other
to live and wander
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by disheartenedsoul @ 12:07 AM
Thursday, August 05, 2004
khyposis
crooked line of our time
see our flaws and still dont pause
feel the chill we kiss and kill
we always pray but we dont stay
sing a song please dont get me wrong
im just sayin that it aint rhymin
soul to squeeze
with the breeze
shout for change be enranged
crooked line of our time
we'll straight it up and wont give up
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by disheartenedsoul @ 11:18 PM
Monday, August 02, 2004
hard
its hard to try
when no one listens
and ask you why
its easy to fail when
evryone knows you will
hinder your path and push you down
its hard to fly
cause before you soar
they pull you down
its hard to smile when you dont
have any reason to cry
try not to ponder
or even dwindle in the thoughts
of remorse
try to find your poise
and grow
cause its hard to die
without any thoughts in your mind
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by disheartenedsoul @ 11:52 PM
nais ko muling madinig
iyong tinig
sa saliw ng tipak ng gitara
sa bawat palo at hampas
ng tambol
pulso natin ay naglalaro
naalala nyo pa ba?
nuong tayo ay nagsimula
na makalikha ng musika
dibat kay saya ng pakiramdam
pag nakagawa ng kanta
melodiya ng isat isa
sadyang kakaiba
pag pinagsama sama
itoy gumaganda
pangarap nuon ay magalay
sa masa
ng isang kantang ating nilikha
tayo na at kumanta
pakinggan ating musika
pagkat itoy makatotoo
at itoy mananahan sa puko ko
patuloy na tutugtog
hanggang sa aking huling yugto
nais ko muling mabuo
mga pangarap na gumuho
at sa makasama kayo at makatugtog
nais ko lamang atin muling balikan
mga kantang ating pinagsaluhan
alam kong malabo
pero akoy nagsusumamo
na kahit sandali ay magkasundo
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by disheartenedsoul @ 11:10 PM
gladiator
enslaved
you fight for your life
against the foe in your sight
the shield is your salvation
as you evade every attack
the sword your only weapon
in the arena you fight
tyranny
is what you dont want
as the people in power
force you to rumble
its an amusement for
them to see
blood gush out from the
wound of oppression
and laugh as you expire
your a gladiator
who fights for for your life
in order to live you must kill
even though thats now what
you want it to be
you hear the roar
of the audience
enjoying every bit of the violence
from the stands they give you flase
courage
you want to stop
but they say its not enough
to pay the debt you owe
when wil you stop being dictated?
when will this bloodshed end?
maybe someday,somehow
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by disheartenedsoul @ 8:21 PM
justify
when was the last time
someone cared for you??
had it been fun?
knowin that you are the one
when was the last time you cried?
and u didnt know what to do
sobbing like a kid
can you justify what happened
give a reason for all of this
justify the thoughts in your mind
and make up a silly lie
have you ever been kicked?
been left behind and neglected?
did someone even tried to calm
or they only aggrivated you?
can they justify what they did?
fill their cups with foolish qualms
justify what they had done
or suppress your mind?
try to think bout this and maybe
someday you'll see.
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by disheartenedsoul @ 4:43 AM
revolution now
as thousand march the streets
with the red flags waving
with avoice so loud we drown out the cloud
screamin for a change that wont be enchained
with our unity as our fortress and our weapon
is our skills
we wont be stoppe until we are done
revolution now
we are calling for
revolution now
we are fighting for
revolution now
im calling for the youth to unite and fight
we will go to a place and eject the clown
we will sit on the throne like a mad drone
and destory the system and build a new dome
thats for the people, for the masses and the youth to come
revolution now
we are shouting for
revolution now
we are rockin for
revolution now
we look to the sky its dyed with blood
from the people who died from the fight
we fought againts the tyranny our freedom
and our rights from a distant past
the freedom we fought for is now out of hand
revolution now
we are marching for
revolution now
we are dealing for
revolution now
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by disheartenedsoul @ 12:47 AM
Sunday, August 01, 2004
take arms
hear the people shouting
stop whinig start thinking
people cryin people dyin
as missiles brithen the skies
and bullets penetrate the flesh
of the innocent
the fall of your kingdom
is near
as the people neglect their
fear
taking arms, for
they have been harmed
taking whats long been overdue
300 years of tears
had fallen because of fear
the revolution that had spawned
hundreds of years
are now unknown
our forefathers died
for our freedom
but now all is put to waste
their sacrifices had been suppressed
people in power
makes the masses suffer
as they fill their cup
with money
you owe the people an apology
but that aint the story
you think only of your self
not anybody else
everything for yourself
and nothing for ourselves
our sufferings will end
for now is the time to mend
take arms take arms
creating peace is creating war
this qualm you started
is near its dawn
for your kingdom will fall
for the masses have been formed
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by disheartenedsoul @ 11:11 PM
Friday, July 30, 2004
dugo nyo ay inalay para sa kalayaan
sa bwat patkng pawis nyo
at sa pagtulo ng luha ng masa
kayo ay lumaban at kumilos
di natakot sa kanyon at sa bala
dahil layon nyo ay
kalayaan!
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by disheartenedsoul @ 6:03 PM
Monday, June 28, 2004
moving on
you left
i was shocked me
but told me
youll always be by my side
its hard
the feeling sucks
but thats what God
decreed it to be
help me to move on
let your love
shower me
guide me to
this path
let your light
be my sight
you held my hand
thru the years
i know youll do it again
your kisses i feel
them touch me
your hugs
still wraps around me
help me through this
thicket of tears and fears
guide me to a future
in my heart your still
breathing.
im moving on with you in my heart
your memories are my strength
your love will still
linger
youll stay with me forever
in your eyes
in your eyes
i take my refuge
in your eyes
i see my future
you gave me everything
i need
even though sometimes i dont heed
i gave youy problems
but still you save me
i cant help but fathom
the fact
that you left me.
its hard to see
now that your gone
it feels like the
sun had set on me
in your eyes
i feel your love
in your eyes
you take my past
youve helped me
through the hardships of life
gave me knowledge
beyond my grasps
its hard seeing you go
but i know ill still see you though
and in your eyes ill take my refuge
and so my life must now go
and thru thee i bid goodbye
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by disheartenedsoul @ 11:57 PM
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
para sa king ina.mama salamat sa lahat ng mga alala at aral sa aking mama
nilisan mo man kami
sa puso ko ay mananatili
boses mo ay patuloy na madirinig
alay sa iyo ay pagibig
mukha mo ay di malilimot
sa tuwing ako ay papalaot
ang himig mo ay aawitin
pagibig sa iyo ay sasambitin
sige na ikay magpahinga
ipikit ang iyong mata
wag maglala
pagkat ikay malaya na
sa piling nila ikay magsaya
wag magalala
kami ay di mapapariwara
salamat sa iyo ako ay narito
iniluwal mo sa mundo
patawad sa aking nagawa
pinilit ko namang ikay mapasaya
salamat sa alala
pangako ito ay di mawawala
sige na ikay magpahinga
ipikit ang iyong mata wag magalala
pagkat ikay malaya na
aking ina minamahal kita
iyan ay di magiiba
sa iyong pagpanaw
pagibig ko sa iyo ay umaapaw
darating din ang araw
na tayo ay di na mawawalay
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by disheartenedsoul @ 11:26 PM
Monday, June 14, 2004
la lng!la n nmn ako mgawa!amp!
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by disheartenedsoul @ 2:49 AM
Monday, June 07, 2004
abyss
as we descend
do u feel the need for air?
as the light vanishes
and darkness begins to reign
do u feel something happening??
take my hand as we go down
as we explore the unknown
dont ever quiver
and shiver
be brave
welcome to the abyss
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by disheartenedsoul @ 11:13 PM
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh mananalo n nmn si gloria!fagget puta yun!
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by disheartenedsoul @ 10:34 PM
Saturday, May 01, 2004
namatay ni si nick joaquin isa sa mga pinakamagaling ng manunulat ng ating henerasyon. isa sa mga national artists na aking kinahihiligan! isa sa mga novela nya ay ang a woman with two navel. at syempre summer solstice! sa kanyang pagkamatay sanay ay may mga kabataang papalit sa kanya. mga kabataang may saysay at may paninidigan anyway mahilig sya sa beer
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by disheartenedsoul @ 8:08 AM
Saturday, April 24, 2004
hay sayang isang taon n sana ang band nmin nung isang linggo!kc namn bakit kailangan pa disband kmi kakainis 2loy anyways ganyan talaga cguro ang buhay!
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by disheartenedsoul @ 1:34 AM
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
crucify
you set the guide lines of my life
youve made me ponder on the thing
i should do
you blinded me with your words
poisoned me with your promises
you made me a puppet of your will
until i cant feel
my own thoughts leaving me
are you really my messiah??
can you really save me from hell??
lift up into the heavens and sing!
crucify me!
let my blood flow
crucify me
kill me with one blow!
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by disheartenedsoul @ 1:10 AM
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
insane circus politik
i wanna be mindless for a while
but sittin around just aint my style
dont want my analyses turning numb
more and more choose not to succumb
this fucked up system that im in
the dumber you are the more you gain
a stairway of incompetence
insane circus politik
insane circus politik
insane circus politik
launch steal tsunamis on the poor
spray killer gas just to make sure
their spawning minions left and right
till nothings left under her might
insane circus politik
insane circus politik
insane circus politik
call upon the calloused
and marooned
stop we if we dont act now
were weak if we dont link arms
engulf neglect and severely abused
words may not made you believe but
what we shall do will
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by disheartenedsoul @ 1:08 AM
whewww! yesterday i was 18 and now im 19 gee how time flies! di ko man lamang naramdaman na 18 ako!
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by disheartenedsoul @ 1:06 AM
Monday, April 05, 2004
im turning 19 bukas grabe!!!ang blis ng isang taon parang kahapon lng ako nag 18 ah! ngayon 19 n ako!wahhhhhhhhh!!!!!ok lng asteeeg pa rin ako!
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by disheartenedsoul @ 11:34 PM
Strength
20 cds and a bag on the porch
your room is a mess and you leave it that way
you close the door and the last thing you see
what did you wrote of the things
it'll be
and you said do i have everything that i need
i said everything but why you really have to leave
cause you have to leave this place
change your name with the same face
im keeping ur embrace for my strength
20 cds and a bag on the porch
your room is a mess and you leave it that way
you close the door and the last thing you see
what did you wrote of the things
it'll be
and you said do i have everything that i need
i said everything but why you really have to leave
dont have to wait for you at the picket line
the street that run with you without you this time
ill miss the way you make that raised fist sign when your there
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by disheartenedsoul @ 1:51 AM
i wont die without fighting
i wont stop while im breathing
no one can hinder me from shouting
till all of us are free from tyranny
i promise this left fist raised
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by disheartenedsoul @ 1:47 AM
just something i wrote
revive
we see bloodshed
we see pain
we hear cries
and yet there is too many to blame
bullets fly trough the air
like rockets from nowhere
pearcing through skins
through flesh
we try to evade but
we just can't
you try to run but there
ain't any place to hide
we strive we die
we fight we kill
its time to break though
revive the thoughts
our aspirations and our grieves
revive the thought of freedom
revive the love for the masses
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by disheartenedsoul @ 1:37 AM
Sunday, April 04, 2004
whehehehee!bday ko na bukas!!!amp 19 na ko!
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by disheartenedsoul @ 9:26 PM
i just had a brush with death yesterday!amp ang saya ang cool nung feeling na may sudden rush of adrenalin!asteeeeg!
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by disheartenedsoul @ 8:38 PM
Monday, March 29, 2004
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!sa wakas at akoyu may blog page na!nakakainis nmn gus2 kong bumalik sa baguio!
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by disheartenedsoul @ 8:18 PM